Futile attempts


With great power comes great responsibilities and it involves SACRIFICES , SACRIFICES , SACRIFICES !!!

It`s better to keep your mouth shut and have people think you are a fool, than to open it and remove all doubt.

Why can`t many people understand that:

Making Fun with a person -  is acceptable.

Making Fun of a person – is not acceptable.

When someone is trying to pull us down - it only means:

Either they are jealous that they are not able to be in the way we are…

or else

they are afraid that we might WIN them…!

I hereby confess a truth which i havent revealed so far to many people.

I am already married and have got 2 wives on priority.

1. My dear Bike

2. My dear Job

I really cannot pen down in words the service that these 2 wives had/have rendered for me till date.

(Feeling really emotional here)…

Such a lovely partners these 2 wives are till date and i wish this lovable dear relationship to go for ever.

” My dear wives, I am not able to explain you both how much you had/have helped me during the most troubled period of my life. I can only feeel it. There might be someone in my heart..someone in my dreams..someone with whom i live…But you both are the ones for me when there is no one..!

Love you both. (an emotional Kiss.. !! ) “

First and foremost – why cant`t people adhere to some basic rule and guidelines?

For example, The photo video remix – below is my attempt to make a photo video using a software “Video edit magic”..and before anyone starts watching this video , I usually give them two rules to follow : 1) Please watch the video of this till the end… and 2) Please Keep your speakers woofer a bit high level how usually they hear music.

Now with these instructions given to them…while they are watching it, almost 99 % of the those who are  watching it gives a comment like “DISGUSTING…I CANT CONTINUE WATCHING THIS ANYMORE..” and either I / they have no other option during such comments to stop the video. But Why can`t people understand the significance of instructions given before – to “Please watch the video till the end”…Till now only 1 % of those who hae seen this video have come back to me saying like “This is a really a good video and not really a disgusting one..”.. This video is not at all made – to portray anything bad on F community or anything of that sort..People pls..”Why can`t you all understand that..even after giving them special instructions.

TO be frank, This video was made by me – just for ONE SINGLE special person…and not for anyone else.

Dunno how much people understood it..But somehow i feel i need to highlight few things from this video:
- the first half was loaded with bulk of series of actresses ‘intentionally’ to make the viewer think that “why is this guy made it with such a lot of actresses..seriyana porikki pola..” like dhat…and if they watch it continuosly..the second half will give answers for all their questions and for all the ‘disgusting’ness they get in the first half…

Basically one need to understand that the first half of the video was framed to be ‘intentionally disgusting’ and that makes a HUGE difference…bcoz the second half carries a theme to highlight the reason for the 1st half.

- the entire pic sequence in both 1st and 2nd half was made to reflect my thoughts that i thought of conveying to the special person through the lyrics of the song ..and for that i had no other option to build a foundation through the 1st half.
- ‘netren arangilae…’ & ‘pudhiya…palaiya..hip-hop’ nra edathula varadhu naan..radio fm auditionskkaga edutha photo adhu ..its not for the reason that i am peethifying or trying to show off..or something

-infact ‘andha oruthi aval yaro’ nra edathula varadhu is a special sketch of mine…loosla vidunga ..I don`t want to mention about that more here

- Oru varutham ennana none of those who are close to me gave a +ve response on seeing it…and some of them did not like to give a response too.. Those time i feel like this video is a typical example for the “Art of self-destruction”..

I am feeling more comfortable to stay as an ‘observer’ especially with those whom i respect, rather than interacting with them. For the reason what such great people ‘claim’ is that…Interacting with them always creates controversies and troubles..for them basically..and they are not ready to accept this simple person for that simple reason.  Seems like this is a common trait for Great persons. Who knows? May be – even i may behave the same way if I become great..So Nowadays – i prefer to stay as an ‘observer’ in understanding things and learning things..and sometimes i like this..and sometimes i don`t like this..

This is my curse and this is my blessing..

He buys a new sun glass and wants to show it to his girl friend

with whom he had a quarrel the previous day..

 

 

Huh ? No way..i can`t take all this…

Seriosuly ..these things are testing my inner limits..

My dad was aking ‘a photo’ of mine to keep it ready in store for some special reasons..and i casually sent him some snaps of mine that i already had with me as soft copies…most of the snaps that are having a pose of me like as if i am working in office and with my colleagues…huh ?! and so many review comments after receiving it…from my dad. “We want a photo of ‘you only’..in standing pose..smiling face..formals..appdidi..ippidi…you look dark…powder podu..anga poosu…inga poosu…ada cha !

Again inspite having a digi cam with me..i told him..i`ll take a good one with the help of someone with that only and send him..and he doesnt want it. He wanted it with special background effects. Okay…at last to obey him..i went to this Konica showroom  @ besant nagar nearby last saturday (readers..pls..never go to this shop)..and you know i was standing in a queue that too after a girl…and that explains everything! Yes..the photographer asked everyone of us to be prepared by checking ourselves in dressing room..and the girl who was standing just before me..you know took almost half-an-hour to come out. I want to take just one snap and having lost my patience i started knocking the door when she was in..she came out..and asked “What??”, i dint reply anything..called her to take one good step of her out of the room and see the queue…she saw that..i said “actually..we are all waiting for you only”..believe me..still she was taking a long time..and i lost patience completely..and directly went to the photographer to take as if how i am..and no make-ups needed for me.

Again…returning l`il late in the night from office…i was not able to go to the shop and get that one snap past 5 days..and yesterday i was there at 8.05 PM when they were closing the doors at 8 PM..and still they refused to handover the photo saying like “the tally in their day`s count can not be modified if they deliver the copy that time”..i wfirst started pleading..and finally started shouting like asking for the manager`s number so that i can call him ask him whether this is how they care for customer satisfaction….Infact i never behave this way anytime…and me losing patience is something which i myself admire…My frustration y`day knew no bounds…

Luckily..today being a holiday for me..and the konica lab bein kept open..i went and got the snap.They gave it…and i come to my  home back..saw the snap..okay…and I upload the CD that came along with the snap for the soft copy into my lappy..and had a BIG SHOCK ! The soft copy was there as two nice photo files of a beautiful girl…and not mine…!!!

What should i do now..should i think about turning my hard copy into softcopy..or go to the shop and start fighting again..Just one snap and Rs.125 + 4 times going to the shop petrol charges + energey loss…atlast had a cup of Green tea happily..

One nice thing to relax for a while in the whole scene is that that girl in the photo was looking really nice..  :-)

 

You gave me nothing but pain and sorrow..

You gave me nothing but depression and tears..

You made me nothing but only faint at heart..

You never took a single step but made me run miles and miles for you..

You gifted me nothing but made me sacrifice many things..

I am staying happy now by making others happy and I even don’t know why..

I am nothing; not able to think in a right way properly of myself..

You are responsible for making me what I am now – so love me for that..

Love your creation; Love me now – because I hate you!

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